Hi Jill
And welcome to the group.
Thank you for your very constructive message, it really took me back to my
Rheumy, questions, no answers and crying for help.
Initially I have to stress, 'There Is No Known Cure For PA'. I think it is
important to keep that in mind, as then the rest of the mystery falls into
place.
Attitudes of Rheum's is well documented in Donald McPherson Brownes "The
Road Back" and was a eye opener for me. Now just put yourself in your
Rheum's position. He has X amount of patients, with various arthritic
conditions, of which he knows he cannot cure! He knows the drug treatment,
start with NSAIDs, move to Immune Suppressant and after that what? The old
cliché "Well I do not understand, because this drug works for my other
patients" is the get out clause. You now leave thinking, I must be abnormal,
because according to the expert, this drug worked for everyone else except
me. Just by reading the e-mail here, certain drugs work for certain people,
then they seem to loose there impact. Once you have been through the Rheum's
treatment and all failed, apart from holding your hand, he has no magic pill
left up his sleeve. However he is not going to tell you that, as you will
probably end up severely depressed on drugs for that. So the quick "Hello
how are you?" followed by "Goodbye" appointment becomes the norm. Been
there, done that, saw the light, got out! Ultimately why should he bother?
Bottom line is, there is no cure and eventually all the drugs you try are
going to fail. If they did not fail you would be CURED! PA is a remittent
condition. You will have flares and remissions. I am having problems with my
back at the moment, but am not rushing off to see my Physician, let alone
Rheum. As my Mom says, "What is the point, they cannot help you, so why
waste your time and there time!" Mom used to be a Nurse. Rest and easing of
physical activity will eventually solve the problem. Sure I could demand a
X-ray, injection, operation, but I cannot see the point. The body has the
ability to solve problems, as long as I allow it too!
Therefore when you are in a flare, the Rheum can give you a cortisone
injection, which will assist, but you then run the risk of further damage.
Pain is the bodies wake up call to slow down. By having a injection, well
you speed up, use the joint more because you cannot feel the pain and cause
more damage. Now the Rheum knows this and he also knows the injections are
painful, but if you WANT relief, he will relieve your pain. However he is
not going to admit this, "You are a being a baby" is always the answer.
Now if I was a Rheum, had X amount of patients appearing moaning about Pain
and I knew there was nothing I could do for them, I would probably be on
anti depressants myself. My Rheum has 16,000 patients, by 15,999 he has had
enough, then I walk in! They start off with the BEST intentions. Who knows
the MTX might just work! However as he prescribes and it does not work, time
and time again, well my Rheumy looks old for his years and is bald.
Having realised this, I decided to work backwards. I am not taking the drugs
now, therefore he cannot pass me back to my Physician. If the health gets
serious in the future, well then I hope to have years left to take the drugs
and gain some benefit. Most people work the system, take the drugs now, do
not gain that much relief and end up in old age in severe pain. Rather put
up with the pain now, in my youth and hit the drugs when I can no longer
cope.
Bakers Cysts are connected to arthritis. Why I do not know? I think I
already have a small one, although am ignoring it.
Removing Fluid. I also have an effusion on my right knee, which they wanted
to drain in 1996. I was in hospital a doctor arrived with a syringe and
tray. That was the first I knew! However I explained that I had promised my
fluid to another hospital, so they could not have it! I had read somewhere
that the main drawbacks of having fluid removed, infection. You are opening
the joint up to infection and that is not good. I still have my fluid, my
effusion and it does not cause me any real problems. Doctors do not like
draining or injecting joints. If they take too much fluid out, well you have
no cushion for impact and could end up with bone grating against bone. If
they put too much fluid in, they could rupture the synovial sac.
Strep Throats. there is a theory floating around the medical world, that
strep bacteria causes arthritis. I for one note that when ever I succumb to
an infection, the arthritis is triggered. At the moment I have a cold sore
on my lip and the back is agony! Is there a connection?
Afternoon Naps. I got up at midday, had to take a nap at 7pm, was in bed for
midnight! I spent less than six hours up and around yesterday, most unusual
for me. However pain is draining and whenever I am in pain, like I am, I get
exhausted faster, need more sleep, rest!
Stress. According to Rheum's Stress, Infections are to be AVOIDED at all
costs. Both have a detrimental effect on PA!
Yes it is a wheel and we are the mice. The pain causes stress because we
cannot do what we usually do. When we go to work we get more stress. At
home, well loved ones do not understand, "Gee you look well", more stress.
Stress in turn make us feel pain more and we then get stressed out because
we are in more pain!
Future with PA. No one knows, it is very much a lottery! The hole through
the bone in your toe could be due to the injections. I was in a severe flare
in 1993/94, ended up in a wheelchair in hospital. However over the past two
years I have not had a swollen joint. They injected my shoulder for
calcification and apart from that, my shoulder joint showed NO arthritic
activity whatsoever. Yet in 1993/94 they wanted me on MTX because they told
me I was a severe case! In fact I am doing better now without my Rheum's
help than ever before. Go figure.
Enbrel. Sorry cannot help you on Enbrel. Ask me when I am 60, might be on it
then!
Muscle Weakness. Well I was told by my Physician many years ago, that
ATROPHY is part of my arthritis. My back down to my waist is void of muscle,
however I hope I have stopped it from the waist down. Having said that, I
could not open a bag of sugar yesterday. I could have been pulling until the
Millennium, but the strength in the hands was not there! Therefore I got the
BIG carving knife and stabbed the bag until it bled.
Sinus, sorry cannot help you.
Antibiotics. Well in the old days they thought arthritis was caused by your
teeth, so pulled them. Honest! I assume Enbrel is last line Immune
Suppressant, therefore your immune system is suppressed. In addition you are
open to all bugs and we know certain bugs live happy in the mouth and
throat. I assume if the Dentist disturbs these bugs, well chances are you
will get an infection. I also watched 20/20 last week about water quality in
the Dental Surgery. They use the water when drilling your teeth and it can
become stagnant in the pipe. Bug can then grow in the stagnant water.
Well hope that helps?
Love and God Bless
Gillian
To be blind is not miserable; not to be able to bear blindness, that is
miserable.